I Mean No Disrespect

It has been over five years since I last blogged. I stopped to write a book. No one wants that effort. I stopped to write a dissertation. Several people felt that not only was that an exercise in futility, but not much of an effort until the sixty-first rewrite. In the meantime, my creative writing has been limited to editing said book in the hopes I’ve become a better story teller. Also, one piece a Facebook friend asked me to pen concerning my choices for most life altering music albums. As far as I know, she has never read it to this point. Academic writings have dominated my existence for quite some time now. Today that changes. Needless to say, there has not been a shortage of topics that should have ignited the embers of creativity for me to opine about. Aside from the seemingly endless hatefest that spawned a term (post-factual) to describe the exploitation of ignorance so prevalent within our society today; you may know it as the presidential campaign, there has been an endless stream of mind-numbing behavioral diarrhea to have filled my weekly fifteen-hundred word outpouring of thought for those lost seven years. Two topics I broached with a modicum of effort on Facebook. The result produced was, not surprisingly, an Us vs. Them debate littered with the usual personal attacks. Several of my friends said I got sides talking. I say if my Op-Ed were truly that thought provoking instead of inflammatory, I would have had regret about giving up on my often times non-PC profanity laced blog. I had none. I have noticed over the past seven years that everyone fancies themselves a writer. Good for them. They write their blogs, they have their followers, they garner some semblance of notoriety. I find many to be horseshit, both in content and writing ability. But that’s my opinion, emphasis on the word opinion. Those that swear by these so-called bloggers as gifted writers, that’s their opinion, and they’re entitled to them, as lame as I find them to be. So again I venture into the world where everyone is a critic armed with their opinions of my horseshit. If the response I received from my first three years of writing efforts with at best poor editing is any indication, no one is going to care about what I have to say anyway. So, there is very little risk involved as I trudge to regain what little creative writing skill I once had. It came as a surprise really what motivated me to blog about something so innocuous when there are such bigger issues I could have addressed. You know, with the breadth and scope of the knowledge base I now possess after garnering a Ph.D. There’s that horseshit thing already. I’m coming to believe it truly does stand for “piled higher and deeper.” As many of you are aware, and possibly even sitting Shiva, holding memorials, attending candlelight vigils, the passing of Carrie Fisher. You know her, the one who played Princess Leia in so many Stars Wars films. I say so many, because that’s what I’m guessing. You see, I’ve never seen Star Wars. There I’ve said it. I can hear the moans and groans from here in sunny South Florida, though a dark cloud is beginning to form over my home. I bet many of you are even cringing. Some of you are shouting, “Blaspheme! How dare you refer to yourself as a nerd. You are forever banished from Nerdom.” That was the response, or things similar, whenever I’ve admitted to not seeing Star Wars. Or any sequel. Or any prequel. Or any other configuration of the never ending movie franchise. Most of the world has. At least that’s what I surmise. It’s almost like a Christian who has read the bible, except I know for a fact that many haven’t due to the lack of knowledge they hold about the plotlines. Not so for Warries, if that is the term they use to describe themselves. Kinda of like Star Trek aficionados are called Trekkies, but maybe not. My avoidance began long, long ago in a galaxy far away. Sorry, I couldn’t resist. My evasion was harmless enough in 1977, the year of the original Star Wars release. I saw many movies that year. Star Wars just happened to not be one of them. I saw Annie Hall. I saw Smokey and the Bandit. I saw Eraserhead. I saw High Anxiety. I saw Kentucky Fried Movie, and many more of exceedingly less significance. I didn’t see Star Wars. I couldn’t get a date, and I didn’t consider it worthy of attending alone. I was twenty. I had seen 2001: A Space Odyssey. That was the first “space” movie to receive as much hoopla as Star Wars garnered. I saw 2001 later in life while on acid as was recommended. Way cool. My head probably would have exploded had I chose to see Stars Wars in the same condition. I read Milton’s Paradise Lost. I mention that because of the comparisons made back then concerning both were stories of good versus evil. I heard about the tremendous special effects. I just couldn’t see a reason to go see Star Wars alone. The blowback was swift and biting. “WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU HAVEN’T SEEN STAR WARS YET?!” I got that a lot. Especially in the “How dare you” tone. I thought once word spread throughout the county, an angry mob would come to my home to stone me for such a heinous offense. I immediately took the “who are you to judge” stance. Now it became a mission. I would never see Star Wars. Particularly since everyone’s panties were in such a bunch over the concept. I wore it as a badge of honor. Then came more Star Wars movies. I didn’t see those either. Because how could you see ones that followed if you haven’t seen the first? With every new release I endured the derision with exponentially greater aplomb. There was a lull between 1983 and 1999 where no episode was released. Sometimes people would bring up the movie in conversation. I would boldly declare I had never seen any of the Star Wars movies. I was given a look as if my fly was down, or I had a spot of gravy on my shirt. In my mind I gave them all the bird. Between 1999 and 2005, three more Star Wars movies were released. In 2003, I began my time at Florida Atlantic University. By now I am officially a nerd. I consistently get “A’s” on most of my work and exams. I hang with nerds. Nerds are my friends. My nerd friends have seen every Star Wars movie to date multiple times. I am a nerd on the periphery. The disdain begins anew. I try to explain my reasons for such a transgression. There is little sympathy to be found. My resolve becomes even more firmly grounded than ever. By the time I refuse to see the 2005 release I am an iconoclast among nerds. I am respected for my steadfastness, though I am the butt of several nerd jokes, which I laugh at wholeheartedly. My self-assuredness is high. I am comfortable in my own skin. My nerd friends admire my own nerd conviction. Many conversations in the following decade are had over my, what is now considered a quirk. It brings more laughter than ridicule. Which brings us to today. Carrie Fisher’s passing causes barely a ripple. As I watched the overblown (to me) news coverage, I was able to reminisce a bit. I recall her performance in Shampoo. It reminded me of a showcase I had done during my acting days; I in the Warren Beatty role as hard as that may be for some of you to believe. I was disappointed they did not mention my favorite Carrie Fisher role. That of John Belushi’s jilted girlfriend in The Blues Brothers. I saw Postcards from the Edge. I was reminded of the messed up lives kids of celebrities often have. I read of her struggles and the admirable way she dealt with them. I liked how self-effacing she was. To those who rank her departure on the same level as that of David Bowie, my condolences. When my day comes to travel to the other side, I am getting cremated. I don’t want some smartass to have my tombstone engraved with the pejorative, “He never saw Star Wars” to sum up my existence on the planet. I may be here every Wednesday once again.

I Spy

I am sorry to have disappointed you regular readers -all three of you- these past couple of weeks. I have been remiss in my postings; life got in the way. I hate it when that happens. I semi-carefully went through all my documents to perhaps find a blog I had stashed in case of a time allotment emergency. Alas, all I found were short stories, and that's how they'll stay. In the interests of time and space, I'll share here some of what I witnessed over the past couple of weeks.

My lecture at Stetson University was a roaring success given the great reviews I received. At its conclusion I made my way to Gainesville to visit Cory, and to my surprise, his significant other Cathy. She was supposed to be out of town. Fortunately for me, she had a change of heart.

My drive necessitated taking state route 40 through the heart of the Ocala National Forest. As I made my way north on route 17 from Deland -if you've never heard of it, you're not missing anything- I looked for signs for 40 west. I will forever be able to make this drive again even if the Florida department of transportation decides arbitrarily to change the numbers of every major highway in the state. All I'll need to know is to make a left at the ten foot tall, stainless steel, pink rooster.

If it weren't for my pressing desire to see my son, I most assuredly would have stopped at this incredible statue emporium. Every animal was built to scale. Elephants, giraffes, tigers; all painted with the appropriate markings. There was a ten foot replica of the Statue of Liberty, and so many other stainless steel monstrosities that covered every square inch of the property, it boggled the mind. What a great place!

After driving for a bit, I reached the forest. You know how I knew? What welcomed my entrance was a yellow caution sign with a silhouette of a large bear on walking on all fours notifying me that this was a bear crossing. Really. In Florida. Home of beaches, sunshine, Spring Break, and Disney World. It seemed rather surreal initially. I didn't know if I could handle another Salvador Dali moment following so closely on the heels of the stainless steel menagerie. However, Florida occupies a huge expanse of land. It is a very diverse state. Why not a bear crossing sign?

No more absurd than that bastion of journalistic excellence The Miami Herald,putting Spanish language ads in the sport section when they publish a Spanish language version of the paper called El Nuevo.

But the height of the ridiculous, as noted Renaissance man Oliver Wendell Holmes would say, is the proposed merger between the AT&T and T-Mobile wireless cellular service carriers.

When this tidbit was first announced I thought I was going to have a cerebral hemorrhage. A minor myocardial infarction at least. In layman's terms, I nearly shit myself, then I shit a couple of neighbors and their pets.

I left fucking AT&T for T-Mobile because of the awful customer service I had to endure from this former monopoly. That was back in the day when they were Bell Telephone. Back when everything they were involved in ran like clockwork and the service was phenomenal. That is, until the U.S. government decided they were a monopoly and broke Bell Tel up into little tiny Bell Tels. Pacific Bell, Bell South, you name one, they all performed half as well as prior to the breakup.

Now At&T is becoming a monopoly again. But this time they've spread their inefficiency to every smaller company they touch. AT&T has finally figured out the formula for success and profitability. Acquire lesser financially soluble companies, give their shitty service, because guess what? The stupid American consumer will keep paying for it regardless of how bad we fuck up. The wireless phone service is a prime example.

It has been highly publicized that AT&T has the worst service of every wireless carrier doing business. The best service belongs to T-Mobile. T-Mobile is a German based company that is not the largest, or the wealthiest, just the best according to J.D.Power. They don't spend as much on advertising as AT&T or Verizon. They don't sell the Iphone like AT&T and Verizon. T-Mobile just tries to do the best they can customer service-wise. They are not perfect by far. They also have a little bit of that "customers will keep on paying no matter what" mentality; they're just not so blatant about it. And now AT&T wants to buy up T-Mobile in an obvious effort to somehow shore up their customer satisfaction ratings.

This whole thing smells of the Exxon merger with Mobil Oil after the Valdez scandal. Don't see many Exxon stations around anymore huh? I wonder if AT&T plans on operating under the T-Mobile umbrella to generate some much needed goodwill. I certainly hope not. I will have to cancel my contract. No you say? Can't get out of it you say? Fuck AT&T I say. They won't release me out of my contract, I'll make their customer service people's lives a living hell. Just ask Sony.

Five and half years ago I had an issue with Sony. The abridged version shows I got a new TV. Yea for me and 22 hours of diligence. Well that TV has shit the bed. I'm at it again. This time however, Sony has offered me a new television at a reduced price. It is a generous and satisfactory offer...for somebody else. Not for someone who has been down this road before. Not after reading a testimony from one of the numerous small claims court cases that said Sony only expected the TV (my model) only to last four to seven years when they put them on the market. I'll get another new TV. It may take some effort, but it will be worth it. I'm not going to let these greedy bastards continue to sell us inferior stuff, and laugh while their doing it.

I wish the CEO's of Sony and AT&T were riding in the same car along a highway in central Florida, and become so startled by the sight of a ten foot tall, stainless steel, pink rooster, that they hit a bear crossing the road. It could happen...if Salvador Dali has anything to do with it.

Gym Rats

My wife Helen and I joined a gym nearly four years ago. This was my wife's suggestion. She works for Memorial HealthCare Systems, who besides hospitals, have a couple of gyms in their fold. I hadn't been to a gym since 2000. After six years of residing either in a classroom or at a computer, I had become, how can I put this; zoftig. My weight went from a rather healthy 205 to a rather unhealthy 257. The gym seemed like a great idea.

Initially, for the first six months, I dutifully went every morning six days a week. After the first three months, I felt the machines I was working out on no longer challenged me, nor were giving me the desired result. I had espied a couple who worked out together using the free weights. Nothing says romance more than a husband and wife lifting large amounts of weight together.

I went over and introduced myself and asked for their help. They were diminutive in height only. They obviously had to do some serious remodeling to their home just so Brad could get his massive shoulders through each doorway. Fran's shoulders were wider than mine, and the muscle definition of both looked as though it was drawn anime. But yet, neither thought they were all that. They worked out so strenuously because it made them feel good, not just look good.

They did not make fun of me when I could barely lift the equivalent of two large jars of mayonnaise. They shouted encouragement as I neared blackout due to the strain of lifting approximately the weight of a pair of shoes. They exhibited patience when they'd have to add and take off weights because of the huge differential between us. They'd add what equated to a small automobile, then take off all but the armrest.

Eventually, I caught up...to Fran. Months later I surpassed her personal bests. I would never catch up to Brad, but that wasn't the point as he constantly reminded me. "It's not about the weight" he'd say. "It's all about the form." He'd add "Are you pushing yourself beyond your preconceived limits?" he'd ask. That's what a good workout and results are all about, he'd share. My mind understood completely. That and he was ten years younger than I. He ate right and I didn't. But I showed up every morning, and with their help, there was a physical transformation; not very discernible, but one nonetheless.

Brad often reminded me that if I kept coming for three months, it would become a habit. If I came for six months, it would become a way of life. I've now been going for nearly four years. Oh, I've been injured and had to take a few weeks off. Helen and I would go out of town and I'd miss a week. But I'm still going, maybe not six days a week; now it's more like 3 or 4 depending on my schedule. I have met some wonderful people there. Some are still going right along with me, or should I say, me with them; they were there before I was. Then there are others still, who just come and go. The rest of this blog is about them.

There is always an influx of newbies after the first of the year. Most would last about four weeks, never to be seen from again. There would be others who'd stick around about six months, get in pretty good shape, quit, come back in about six months looking exactly as they did as when they started. Then there'd be those who'd show up religiously, work their fucking asses off; treadmill, elliptical, and spin (bike riding and not going anywhere), and after a year or years, nothing had changed. Two people come to mind that I could swear got fatter.

And then there's the Dirty Dozen or so that I see every time I'm at the gym. Christ only knows how long some of these folks have been going to the gym. Some are in great shape, some not so much; but they're all maintaining what shape makes them happy. They know what they're doing for themselves is beneficial. They do yoga, they spin, they lift free weights, they work out on machines, they do the stupid stairs, they attend organized classes, they stretch; on and on and on they go.

When I joined the gym no one talked with each other. I could see no harm in at least acknowledging people I was sharing space with everyday. One thing led to another, and a whole bunch of us were making going to the gym a semi-social activity, not just a mild sado-masochistic exercise to test our thresholds of pain and agony. One guy even talked more than I did, which I was almost unable to fathom. He'd had a heart attack back in his thirties. Doctors told him if he didn't want to die, he should exercise regularly. And exercise he does! He also assumed this meant his mouth as well as the rest of his body.

There is the guy going on seventy that flirts with every woman there whose age is within three decades of his. He thinks young, his body says young, why the fuck not act young. Good for him I say! There are the women with breast implants who are in such good shape they'd look awesome without the artificial bullshit. There are the housewives who go all the time, hit the wall, but maintain knowing it's not going to get any better unless they alter their diets, and that's not going to happen. They still get "A's" for effort. There is the eighty-six year old who looks fifty-six. On top of it, he's got great hair the bastard. There is the doctor with about 12% body fat, him I hate. He's a really nice guy, but I'm jealous. And then there's the pharmacist who goes after working for twenty hours straight. After relaxing like that, he feels the need to expel any excess aggression by lifting large amounts of weight. Better that than shoot people I always say.

We talk about everything. Sports, our kids, politics, the economy. Nobody argues, nobody gets mad, everybody respects everybody else. We laugh, we tell of our trials and tribulations, and then we go home so we can return to do battle another day. They are some of the most wonderful, genuine people I know, albeit peripherally. But somehow I also feel closer than just a shared gym experience. Aside from Brad and Fran, I have never socialized with any of them. (Brad and Fran have moved on to another gym and I miss them terribly.)
Yet, I forward them e-mails daily. They read my blog. One, I'm trying to help her son get into a particular college. And the pharmacist, he has provided me with moral support concerning so many endeavors.

Are these gym rats my friends? It depends upon how you define friendship. Are these people just acquaintances? We are too intimate to be only acquaintances. I will say this. If any of them were to move away, I think it would affect me profoundly. Would we keep in touch? I doubt it. We all seem to occupy a certain niche in each others lives. I'm glad they're there, and I'm grateful for the hour or so I share with them each morning. The gym helped me get more than just my body in shape.

Observe and Report

When I had just started my master's program in history, I took a class called "5060." The course was called Intro to History, or something along those lines. I don't rightly remember, or should I say maybe I don't want to remember.

I thought that maybe I had this academic process thing figured out, then along comes "5060." I learned an extraordinary amount of useful knowledge in that class, one nugget being I was a moron. I don't know if I really learned that, or was it merely being reinforced as a reminder to not get too heady.

The class was led by, I say "led" rather than taught because this professor gave us the tools, it was up to us to figure out how to use them. He "led" us to water secretly knowing some of us would drown. I love him for it. Taking that class allowed me to excel at the other classes that followed. Here is where I give props to Dr. Ken Osgood for many lessons learned, not all heeded at that particular moment in time.

One thing he told us in his introductory lecture was, besides that was to be his only lecture of the semester, was, and I'm paraphrasing here: "You'll never read a book, newspaper, or magazine; watch a television show, the news or a movie, in the same way ever again." With those words, and the subsequent teachings for the next two years; I became a critical thinker of the first order...or so I perceive myself.

The problem that has arisen from this metamorphosis is that, as my friend Gregg says, "I spend too much time thinking"... about pretty much everything. From the most mundane and commonplace, to the most complex or advanced; each and every observation has a context big or small. My company (which right now seems to be a non-profit organization) slogan for Wahdai Consulting is "We'll have to think about it." Draw your own conclusions.

How does this or that fit my worldview. How does this or that support theories I've developed about our culture and society. Who the fuck cares? But there have have been things I've observed the last couple of weeks that have summoned my powers of critical thinking.

The first I posted on Facebook. Here on Interstate 95 in Florida we have what is called the HOV (High Occupancy Vehicle; gas conservation you know) lane. Between the hours of 7:00am and 9:00am, and 4:00pm and 6:00pm, there must be multiple passengers in any vehicle for one to travel legally in this lane. This law is scoffed at by the thousands. Every now and again you'll see a State Trooper issuing a summons to a lone driver for such an offense; a true rarity indeed. However, what I found particularly galling one beautiful winter morn about 8:15, was a young lady driving a Prius Hybrid of all things, tooling along in the HOV lane. I queried on Facebook if this could be considered a paradox. A stereotypical tree hugger hypocritically flaunting her misguided, pretentious, conservation of the earth's precious resources illegally. I wanted to take a picture for posterity...and then shoot her.

The second I didn't post on Facebook but should have. Another environmentally conscious young lady (purely coincidence...or is it?), on her way to further her education at Florida Atlantic University, came upon what is now a normal occurrence; traffic back up at the traffic light at the Glades Road exit from the highway. The light offers two lanes to go left and two to go right -toward FAU. The self-centered, self-absorbed, inconsiderate shithead; merrily wheeled her Scion toaster with tires, into the left turn only lane, and then turned right so as to bypass all the folks patiently waiting to turn right. I noticed the bumper sticker she had affixed to the back door of her vehicle. You've seen them; it said "Coexist," with all the symbols of every organized religion (oxymoron) known to man.

My first thought was, coexist with whom? She obviously can't coexist with anyone else in humanity exemplified by her need to form her own rules. I assume the rules the rest of us abide by weren't meant for her. Besides, who'd want to coexist with a douche like that who'd exploit the meaning of a bumper sticker to get compassion from others. Fuck her too; just another hypocrite with some stupid half-assed agenda.

The last occurred at a traffic light near my house. Don't ask me why these all happened when I was driving, there were probably others, but these three peaked my curiosity.

As I've stated before, the United States has the largest church going population in the world, around ten percent. However, American Christians (perhaps another oxymoron?), seem to have this insatiable need to adorn their cars with some sort of paraphernalia that calls attention to their devout attachment to Christianity.
Recently, I was at a wedding where I met a gentleman who was French and had lived all over the world. I asked him if the other places he'd lived was there such a overt display of religiosity? He said flatly, "No, only here you see that sort of thing."

Fueled with this information that I had pretty much suspected all along, just needed confirmation; I observed two women (eerie if you ask me) in their respective vehicles in the two lanes in front of me. On one was a bumper sticker that read "I, a heart symbol, Jesus." On the other was not only one of those fish symbols, but for good measure a bumper sticker that read "God loves you." Why must these people feel the need to show everyone they come in contact with where their allegiance lay? I thought if I had a bumper sticker on my car, -if I was so inclined to even consider putting a bumper sticker on my car -that read "god is a superstition," these two people in front of me would follow me to where I was going, and as soon as I was out of sight, one would slash my tires, while the other keyed the paint.

I couldn't help think why not just act Christian rather than show or tell everyone you're Christian. Why not coexist rather than remind people to do so. Wouldn't that accomplish more? Why recruit if you don't even know the fucking cause? It's like those parents who take their kids to protest abortion clinics. What seven year old even knows why they're there unless the parents are already indoctrinating them? And, what kind of parent discusses abortion with a seven year old?

Maybe I'm not supposed to understand what motivated these people. Maybe I'm not supposed to figure it out either. Maybe I'm supposed to just readily accept every contradiction and hypocrisy that occurs in my daily life. Maybe I'm supposed to point these inconsistencies out to dolts like these. No, they're too into themselves to give a shit about what someone else has to say. Better for them to be oblivious to their state of mind, if they indeed have formulated one that doesn't require hours of extensive therapy.

Knick Knack

I have always been a New York Knickerbocker fan, albeit a closet one since Patrick Ewing retired. Regional loyalty, and a love for the game of basketball fueled my love for the Knicks. I did not care if they won or lost, they were my team. Wins and losses are not high on my priority list when it comes to securing my devotion. The Knicks acquiring Carmelo Anthony does not mean I'm going to return to the fanaticism of my youth when Dick Van Arsdale, Howard "Butch" Komives, and Walt Bellemy roamed the hallowed Madison Square Garden court. However, for Carmelo Anthony to come home to New York does breath a little life into my once near dormant zeal. What disturbs me is all the haters.

It seems, particularly down here in SoFla, that other teams fans are up in arms concerning the courting of Carmelo, and the way the Knicks went about getting his services. Sure, the frequency Anthony's name has been connected trade rumors for the past two seasons has been an annoyance, but to equate what the Knicks did, and are trying to do, with what the Miami Heat did is silly. Unless of course you're an idiot.

I hold no malice toward the Heat by shamelessly trying to buy a title, that's no different than the New York Yankees approach in baseball. I hold no animosity toward the Celtics for acquiring two aged stars toward the end of their careers to compliment a proven star and a rookie in the hope of forming a cohesive unit. Even a casual fan must see that Carmelo Anthony does not mean instant title contention, just like the signing of Amar'e Stoudemire did not mean the Knicks were now in a class with Boston or Miami. All these two players mean is maybe the Knicks can make the playoffs for the first time in a decade.

There are no grandiose predictions. No 70 wins in a season as many sports pundits forecasted for another franchise. No title assurances as many commentators confidently portended when this team assembled looked like a juggernaut on paper. Based on all the hyperbole that was spewed, I'm surprised that David Stern the league commissioner didn't just cancel the season and hand out the championship trophy at a contrived made-for-TV "decision."

The Knicks defense has more leaks than an old inner tube. There is still a dire need for a legitimate center so Stoudemire can play his natural position at power forward. And there is no instant offense player to come off the bench to provide a much needed spark. An enforcer in the mold of Dave DeBusschere or later, Charles Oakley would be nice as well. All landing Carmelo Anthony did was makes the Knicks a more formidable foe. Just like when the Knicks drafted Patrick Ewing.

Before the Knicks won the Ewing lottery, the team had Bernard King. He was fun to watch. He'd score fifty and the rest of the team would score fifty. However, sometimes their opponent would score more than one hundred. When Ewing arrived from Georgetown, the hated hometown St. John's rival, he was embraced as a savior, not the as the object of scorn as he was treated the prior four years. I hated Patrick Ewing as a Hoya, I loved him as a Knick. Later I would come to despise Isiah Thomas but still love the Knicks. Hate the ownership, but not the team.

So all you Knick haters continue to do so because of the intense rivalry your team may have with the Knicks, not because of how the Knicks are trying to become competitive. They still have a ways to go. It surprises me how a team can draw so much ire just for being mediocre. Why don't you worry why your team is not playing up to snuff, or why your team is not on track to win seventy games. Keep in mind, the Knicks lost to the lowly Cavaliers last night. So if I want to have my loyalty rewarded just a little, why don't you haters stop pissing in my cornflakes and be concerned your team is underachieving. Enduring Latrell Sprewell, Stephon Marbury, and Isiah Thomas was bad enough without the unfounded whining.

Deus Ex Machina

Last year at this time I was posting a blog concerning my latest attempt at the Jeopardy online test, which you must "pass" in order to get to the next stage, "a formal interview" if you ever hope to be a contestant on the show. From what I've experienced, it has become clear that the screening process and subsequent mock shows are harder to get through than MIT doctoral oral comps.

And if that's not enough, if you somehow get through that gauntlet of hyper-information and scrutiny, you may just luck out and finish...third...out of three. That ignominy will pay you the princely sum of $1000! No, I did not leave off a zero. No, I did not mistakenly put in a "1" instead of something else. So not only did you get to fail on national television under the watchful eyes of millions of viewers; you got to fail miserably.

$1000 dollars would not pay the airfare for the not one, but two trips to California I'd have to make if I did indeed get on. One trip for the test show, the other for the real show.

It's not like just appearing on the show is going to get you all kinds of notoriety that you can parley into something much more grandiose. You don't go on with the hope that your appearance will somehow be a career boost. If you finish last -let's call it what it is- the next day no one in America outside of your immediate family and close circle of friends will recognize your name. No stranger is going to walk up to you on the street and say, "Hey, aren't you Joe Biffleschpick? I saw you on Jeopardy last night." They may say, "Man, I know your face from somewhere, I just can't place it. Give me a minute, (several may pass before you uncomfortably make a move to continue on your merry way). Oh, I know! You're the guy who lost on Jeopardy last night. And for that you are thankful. Because he could have said "Hey, I saw you on America's Most Wanted last night! Don't move, I'm calling the cops!"

If you do happen to step in a huge pile of poo and pull enough "trivia," -as Yahoo News refers to that kind of knowledge- out of your ass; and you're able to squeeze a hand-held buzzer faster enough times than two other humans, you could possibly win. Now that you've overcome these seemingly insurmountable odds, for your trouble you may win a lot of money; rarely less than $10,000, less rarely more than $30,000. Two men who won night after agonizing night and walked away with over two million and three million respectively came back to Jeopardy for a showdown that aired Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday.Their showdown had one other contestant; a machine.

For several weeks Jeopardy promoted the appearance of its two most celebrated contestants matching their "knowledge" versus that of an IBM supercomputer. Sounds intriguing right? And then I thought about it. HAL from "2001" on steroids against two "trivia" kings. My mind reasoned "no contest."

"Watson," as the supercomputer is named, had so much information downloaded into its memory that it would take a man 256,000 years to acquire such knowledge. To add insult to injury, the machine's reaction time would far exceed that of a human. I decided I wasn't going to watch, but I did listen in periodically.

As I anticipated the buzzing in for the humans was a real challenge. Challenge my ass, it was a near impossibility. The only way for one of the humans to buzz in first, was if the computer (I refuse to call it "Watson."), did not have a ready answer within the 90th percentile of the possibility of being correct. You could see the frustration on the real contestants faces.

Speaking of faces, the faces in the audience were not the usual studio variety. The cameras seemed to fix on the glowing IBM think tank that put together this modern marvel of technological science; ahem. Excuse me if I don't share the enthusiasm of mankind's capabilities in the field. It was creepy to hear the audience applaud when the computer got a Daily Double. It was creepier still to hear Alex Trebek congratulate the computer when answering what he deemed to be a particularly difficult question. And then using a personal pronoun when addressing the computer completely weirded me out; referring to the computer as "you" rather than "it." All this for the sake of stimulating entertainment...and giving IBM a chance to showcase how brilliant they are. I wonder if the companies stock went up?

I rationalized that the two humans must be getting paid a boat load of money just to appear, knowing that they'd be humiliated on national TV. No, I was told, there would be a prize pool with the "winner" getting a million dollars...and a ton of exposure for IBM, because you had to know who the winner going in was going to be right Alex?

When Big Blue, another IBM supercomputer played Gary Kasparov, and whoever is currently the world chess champ, both parties know all the possible moves and counter-moves. If the human doesn't have a brain fart, the match could conceivably end in a draw. Not so with an infinite number of questions to choose from.

To put a big bow around this whole three half-hour advertisement for IBM, all of the money won by the computer would be donated to charity, half of what the humans won would be as well. I read on Yahoo the marvelous benefit a computer like this would be to the medical field, and I ought right medical; more like defense would get first dibs.

Thank goodness this little expo only ran three days, five days would have been too painful for the human contestants no matter how much sacrificial lamb money they were getting. I sure hope that the IBM team of who knows how many are proud that they could come up with a talking computer that can store and recall more information than a human. When the computer "spoke" the voice sounded eerily similar to another computer. The one that asked Matthew Broderick "Would you like to play a game?" That's all our defense department needs.

Epilogue: When searching for a picture to accompany this weeks blog, I used the search term "scary computers." An image of the two human contestants, Alex Trebek, and the IBM supercomputer was in the tenth row as I scrolled down.

The Cost of Doing Business My Ass

Once upon a time there was this young man. He was a very careless driver. He frequently wrecked automobiles. That was fortunate since he often grew bored quickly with his cars.

The young lad never had trouble getting insurance, even though it was expensive. Allstate was his company for a long time. When he got into an accident, his insurance went up. When he got tickets, which were numerous, his insurance went up. After many accidents (7), and many tickets (44 points when only 12 was allowed),and a drunk driving charge, the insurance on his latest car, a new 1980 Corvette, his insurance went way, way up. Almost to the sky.

His insurance went up so high, it cost the young man more each month to insure his car, than it did to make his monthly payment to the bank. How much you may ask? Well, his car payment was $312.00 each month, and his insurance payment was $323.00. Wow! That's a lot he said.

But he understood. Because of the way he drove he had to pay the piper. Also, he understood that because of his age (23), the small heavily populated state he lived in (New Jersey), and because he didn't own a home, and he drove a red Corvette, his insurance was going to be unusually high if he wanted to have complete coverage.

But then the young man got older and wiser. He stopped getting into accidents. He stopped getting speeding tickets. He stopped getting DUI's; and lo' and behold, his insurance went down! The man was happy. But he didn't live that way ever after. Because you see, the man moved to Florida, where, when it comes to any kind of insurance, all bets are off.

My friend Patrick can explain the Florida insurance issue much better than I can here, so I won't try. Patrick was at one time a lobbyist for the insurance industry, now he conducts historical research into the sordid lineage of insurance in Florida, and writes against what the industry has done to the people of Florida, or something along those lines. Try as I might, with all the intellectual tools at my command, I listen to Patrick intently only able to grasp snippets of the tangled web of corruption and shenanigans that is the world of the Florida insurance industry. What I've been able to coherently decipher is this; the residents of this state are getting bent over a desk without even the courtesy of a reach around.

Home owners, auto,flood, you name it, there's a excuse it's going up and no justifiable reason. Case in point. Did you see where FEMA has recharted the "flood" zones for Broward and Miami-Dade counties? They've simplified things by encompassing every square inch save a postage size area that not a soul inhabits. But I'm exaggerating...kind of. I will say this. That during FEMA's drunken holiday game of pin the tail on the donkey, they've included an area in the city of Davie that is the highest most point and furthest from the Everglades as well as the ocean. Hence, all the people who live there now not only have to get flood insurance which they've never had to carry before; but subject themselves to the arbitrary increases that occur if an active hurricane season is even forecasted. And the auto! Don't get me started. Too late.

We have State Farm, who recently became the neighbor whose dog constantly shits in our yard, and plays loud music into the wee hours of the morning. My son Cory, who has his own policy, had an accident with my car almost three years ago. We did not make a claim because the damage was less than my deductible. He does not live with us. Yet, State Farm raised my premium based on Cory living with us. Now we've tried on several occasions to make State Farm understand that Cory has lived in Gainesville for the last eight years. We had quite a to do six years ago to get this rectified. My State Farm agent assured me it was taken care of. So that's why the rate was raised. Understand? No, me either.

We have paid over the last twelve years nearly $20,000 in premiums, and make claims totaling less than $2000. I got a ticket eleven years ago. My wife has yet to get one during that time. Our insurance goes up each year. Both our driver's license's have been designated with "safe driver" status as anointed by the great state of Florida. Still, when insurance companies go to the state with a case for raising rates, our legislators gladly comply. Fuckers.And now to credit worthiness.

The new assrape that is now in vogue is based on some actuarial study that concluded that people with lower credit scores make more claims. This is the new be all end all guideline for which all rates are based. Throw out previous claims. Throw out past driving history. Throw out age. If you are a credit criminal -I had to file Chapter 11 a year ago due to unemployment for most of three years- your rates, because of a few scam artists (the ones who sue in slip and falls, will go up like a hot air balloon.All because some douche needs to justify his exorbitant salary and stock holders get their rates of return to which they've so grown accustom.

The best part, (is there a "best" part to any of this?), is that when people make too many claims, the insurance company just packs their bags and leaves our fine state never to write another policy again. The excuses are as obscure and insulting to one's intelligence as the reasons we hear on the news why oil companies are raising gas prices.

In the fall of our lives, my wife and I now pay nearly $2000 per year on a new purchased vehicle that listed for $27,000. We used to lease, but the insurance coverage required was higher. You can laugh here. We do when we consider this. Because if we didn't, I'd have to put State Farm's corporate office in Winter Garden, Florida on my list of places to firebomb, right after the Miami Herald building. I wonder who insures them, and whether they'll honor that claim.

The moral of the story is the young man grew up to become an anarchist. The End.